by Crescent Pulsar S » Thu Dec 06, 2012 7:25 pm
I thought long and hard on this one. I probably read too far into it, too. First I was torn between his curse and not knowing which one at the beginning, then not knowing which one and his phobia, but I finally decided on the phobia. My reasoning for this required some projection based on what I saw in the beginning, but the middle and end parts were just used to confirm what I already had and not actually included.
I chose his phobia that early because his complaints about his curse seem -- by and large -- to be more for show than real, to uphold an image. For instance, while he put up a fuss about wearing girls' clothing, that completely changed once he was wearing them. And from then onward he'd choose to wear all manner of things himself despite upholding any kind of masculine image. And what am I supposed to think when he doesn't notice when he's changed into a girl, or that there's something off about the length of his limbs in relation to his opponent's? That doesn't sound like someone who isn't comfortable with it at all, if it doesn't feel so wrong that they would be made aware of such things.
And then there's the phobia, with its only good point being very circumstantial. (Because entering the neko-ken is far from instantaneous, not guaranteed to happen even given time (like when a bunch of cats were placed on him), and he's hardly ever fighting an opponent where he needs the neko-ken to win. And even then the "technique" can be compromised easily enough with the right tactics, which even Tatewaki was able to realize and capitalize on very quickly.) The other thing is that Ranma certainly doesn't want to look scared and weak, and crying, running away and screaming in fear do just that. At least when he was made weak by the moxibustion he still had the wits required to overcome it, but he can't hope to do much of anything rationally or have any control over a situation with his phobia, and what is strength if it can't be used? That's not even getting into what it must be like to lose one's mind and having no memory of what happened during that time, and having to find out after the fact.
In the end, he knows where his cure is from the very beginning; it's only about two weeks away from Tokyo one-way and he's more than capable of footing, swimming and climbing the way there. The only thing stopping him is his father's insistent desire to fulfill an engagement that he doesn't want. I find something suspect about that if Ranma really did find his curse to be so bad.